| Those bumps in the road suck
but they're there for a reason
tt:s-n |
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| i feel crushed
i need someone to talk to
someone to just hug
i dont know what the fuck i need
i just need her to love me |
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| This is such bull****
What the hell
I barely talk to my girlfriend on our six month
cuz her mom is fckin strict as hell
couldn't even hang out with her past 5 on Friday
couldn't even take the train with her
this is epic bull****
no joke
this fckn weekend out of all of them
I wanted it to feel a little special
but it's just feeling like isht
holy balls man |
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| There are many ways to fuck up. Not care enough. Care too much. Cheat. Walk out. Yell. I'm guilty of most of these, but the worst one has to be thinking that someone doesn't care when they care with all their heart. Not only is it disrespectful and rude, but it also shows that you don't care about them. And it shows that you don't trust them. And as we all know, these things boil down to trust. By some people, like myself, have trouble trusting people. It could be from a bad experience or just a closed of personality. It doesn't matter which reason, you just end up looking like a complete and utter douchebag. And everyone knows douchebags are usless and not to be loved.
But how do you start trusting people is the proper question. And one that can't be answered no matter how long I rant. It takes time. You have to get to know the person. Share laughs, tears, pesto sandwiches with tomato and mozerella. But eventually, you're gonna have to blindly jump. Put it all out there and hope, pray, that you don't get screwed over by someone you thought you could trust. No one likes that risk. But it's a necessary. A risk that builds characters, builds bonds, builds love. |
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| so at that time at the beach i was right right?
i knew it i dont know how i coulda believed something different |
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